I still remember your hand in
mine
Back when forever felt easy to
find We'd laugh in the kitchen,
dance in the hall
Two little hearts thinking we'd never
fall
You called me your angel,
I called you home
Never imagined I'd end up alone
Somewhere between then and the tears
on the floor
You became someone I didn't know
anymore
You left me for him,
and I still can't explain How
the girl that I loved became
the source of my pain You
broke what was sacred,
you made love feel cruel But
my heart keeps going back to
when you were beautiful
I still love you,
God knows I do
Even after all the things you
put me through I hate what
you became, but I miss who
you were The way that you
loved me, the way it felt
pure You hurt me,
you left me,
you shattered my trust But memories
don't disappear just because they must
And maybe I don't love the
woman you are
Maybe I'm still loving the girl
from the start
I remember your eyes when they
looked at me
Like I was the only thing
you'd ever need We'd whisper our
secrets underneath the moon
Promise that nothing could make us
move Then your words became weapons,
your hands became pain And I
learned how to smile while hiding
the shame You chose somebody else,
but I stayed in the past
Holding on to a love that
was never gonna last And I
know I deserve more than trembling
hands More than apologies you never
could stand But healing ain't simple,
and goodbye ain't clean
When I'm still grieving the person
you'd been
I still love you,
God knows I do
Even after all the things you
put me through I hate what
you became, but I miss who
you were
The way that you loved me,
the way it felt pure You
hurt me,
you left me,
you shattered my trust But memories
don't disappear just because they must
And maybe I don't love the
woman you are
Maybe I'm still loving the girl
from the start
I wish I could go back
just one night Before the wrong
turns, before every fight I'd hold
you close and tell you somehow
If this is our last beautiful
moment
Stay here with me now
But I can't save the past
And I can't make you change
I can love who you were
Without loving the pain I still
love you, but I'm letting you
go Not because the memories weren't
real, I know What we had
was beautiful, what we had was
true But beautiful beginnings don't excuse
what you do I'll carry the
girl who once loved me so
pure But I'll leave behind the
woman who hurt me for sure
And maybe someday when I think
of us two I'll miss what
we had
But I won't miss you
You were my first home
My sweetest mistake
I'll remember the love
But forget the heartbreak
And somewhere inside me
That beautiful girl stays
Even if loving her is something
I can't do again