If only (soft)
If only
Yeah
If only
If only I had time
If only I had time
If only I had luck
If only I could get myself out of the rut If only
I knew where I was going
If only I knew who to trust Maybe I'd finally find a
way Maybe I'd finally find enough
I've been staring at the ceiling Trying to figure out my life
Every answer that I wanted Always came with another why I keep
running from the feeling But it follows every night And I'm tired
of pretending That I'm somehow doing fine
I've had days I couldn't face I've had nights I couldn't sleep
Had a thousand different thoughts That I couldn't make me keep
I've been searching for a reason I've been searching for a sign
But maybe what I'm looking for Was never meant to be defined
If only I could turn it back If only I could change
the past If only I could know for sure How long the
good things ever last
If only I had time If only I had luck
If only I could get myself out of the rut
If only I could breathe If only I could trust If only
I could find somebody Who could tell me that's enough
If only I knew
What I'm supposed to do
If only I could see myself The way that others do
If only
If only Maybe I'd be alright
If only I had time
I've been counting every second Like the clock owes me a life
Trying to make tomorrow Make some sense of yesterday's night I've given
pieces of myself To people I couldn't keep Then wondered why I
felt so empty When they left me with the grief
Maybe luck was never luck Maybe timing's just a game Maybe every
wrong direction Still could lead me somewhere safe Maybe every door that
closed Wasn't really meant to stay Maybe getting lost is sometimes Just
another kind of way I've been looking for an escape I've been
looking for a rush Something loud enough to drown out Every thought
inside my head But the silence always finds me When the noise
is finally done
And I still have to face myself When everybody's gone
If only I could turn it back
If only I could change the past If only I could know
for sure How long the good things ever last
If only I had time If only I had luck If only
I could get myself out of the rut
If only I could breathe If only I could trust If only
I could find somebody Who could tell me that's enough
If only I knew
What I'm supposed to do
If only I could see myself The way that others do
If only
If only
Maybe I'd be alright
If only I had time
But what if I don't need luck?
What if I don't need time?
What if everything I'm waiting for Is waiting in my mind?
What if I stop asking When my life is gonna start?
What if getting out the rut
Means getting out my head?
What if I don't have to know?
What if I just have to try?
What if every little step
Is enough to get me by?
So I'm taking what I've got
Even if it isn't much One breath and then another One step
and then I trust I don't know where I'm heading I don't
know where I'll end But I've spent enough of my life Waiting
for a life to begin
Maybe time isn't against me Maybe time is all I have Maybe
luck isn't the answer Maybe I can make my path Maybe I
don't need somebody To tell me who I am Maybe I can
meet myself Without needing to understand
And if tomorrow isn't perfect Then tomorrow isn't lost If I stumble
on the way there That's the price of moving on
I was waiting for a moment When everything would line up Now
I'm learning that sometimes You just have to get back up
If only I had time If only I had luck
If only I could get myself out of the rut But maybe
I can breathe Maybe I can trust Maybe I can find a
reason To believe that's enough
I don't know where I'm going I don't know what I'll become
But I know I'm still here And I know I'm not done
If only
If only
Maybe that's alright
Maybe I don't need luck
Maybe I just need time
If only I had time
If only I had luck
If only I could get myself out of the rut
Maybe I can
Maybe I will
Maybe that's enough
If only