Grime Steel

Yeah Uh

I don't even know if I'm falling or flying anymore

Yeah

I just took a drug,

now I'm falling, uh

Swear to God, yeah,

I'm appalling, uh

Everybody think that I'm balling,

balling

I don't even care,

I need a calling

Yeah, bitch, you know that I'm all in

Can't wait for the day that I know Him

Took too long, now I'm stalling

Maybe all along, He was calling

Everybody think I'm like Fletcher Might need some time,

might need a lecture

Calling your baby as I undress her By the end of this,

I might arrest her

When you see her moaning,

know I bless her This relationship is like polyester

Something 'bout it never makes me feel better

We keep pulling close,

but we're under pressure,

pressure Synthetic love, but the pleasure feels lesser Now that I'm waving

her goodbye

Does it matter if I'm in Dubai?

All she wanna say is I'm fly

I don't even want more of your time

I'm looking at her eye to eye

Swear to God, yeah,

I lie

Don't even care if I might

One day I'm gonna die

This little Gemini

Saying she will cry

I think it's the line That I decline Two sides in her

eyes, but I can't decide

Love on one side,

and the lie on mine

I don't wanna play

When I say, "Hey" I just fuck and I lay

In this shitty little game

They say I'm controlling her

When it comes to involving her She's like the port and I'm

the plug

When my TV is my drug Life on the screen,

but I'm still unplugged Every scene that I live becomes another drug I

just took a drug,

now I'm falling, uh Swear to God,

yeah, I'm appalling, uh

Everybody think that I'm balling,

balling

I don't even care,

I need a calling

Yeah, bitch, you know that I'm all in

Can't wait for the day that I know Him

Took too long, now I'm stalling

Maybe all along, He was calling

Maybe I'm falling just to learn how to fly

Funny how the truth looks different through a lie

Every time I close my eyes,

another alibi

Every time I say I'm good,

something else inside dies

I bought the view,

but I couldn't buy the sky Had the world in my hand,

still asking why

Dubai in my mind,

but I'm too high to arrive

Everybody sees me living,

I don't know if I'm alive I put my faith in a

face, then I faced what I feared Put my time in her

hands, now my time disappears I was chasing her tears while I

was drowning in mine Funny how you can waste a whole life

killing time

I called it love when I wanted the feeling

Called it power when I needed control

Called it pleasure when I needed healing Put a price on my

body, couldn't purchase my soul Now the plug isn't working,

but the screen stays bright I'm watching my life while I'm wasting

the night

Every scene got a role,

every role got a lie If I'm writing the script,

why'd I give up the right?

Maybe God isn't silent,

maybe I'm just too loud Maybe I buried the answer underneath the

crowd Maybe "falling" was never the end of the call

Maybe I had to lose myself just to hear it at all

So tell me,

does it matter what I take?

Does it matter what I fake?

If I spend my whole life trying to become Someone I was

never

meant to make?

Time keeps taking what I thought I could keep Every breath is

a debt that I know I can't cheat Maybe silence isn't empty

when there's nothing to speak Maybe peace is the only thing I

really need

I just took a drug,

now I'm falling, uh Swear to God,

yeah, I'm appalling, uh Everybody think that I'm balling,

balling

I don't even care,

I need a calling Yeah,

bitch, you know that I'm all in Can't wait for the day

that I know Him

Took too long, now I'm stalling Maybe all along,

He was calling

I was falling

Thought I was flying

I was balling

But I was hiding

I kept looking for a drug

When what I needed was a calling

Maybe the drug wasn't the substance Maybe it was everything I used

to escape

Maybe falling wasn't falling at all

Maybe I was finally coming down