Heart On Lockdown

(lord...

lord help

me

now...)

I put my heart upon my sleeve and lock the key away

I lay in bed and let the saddest music play

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep and whisper low

Lord, I need you now,

I've got nowhere to go Fighting the gravity,

the pressure of my past

Wondering if my mistakes are built to last

Oh Lord, I'm dying inside,

fading every night

Trying to find a way

to make it right I push them all away,

then wish they'd hold me close But letting people in is what

hurts the most (yeah,

it hurts the most)

Fell in love with a friend I've known for so long Knowing

in my heart that we could never belong She means the world

to me, I don't wanna let go

But the silence in my head is starting to show I get

mad at myself for falling this deep While the music plays on

and lulls me to sleep

Oh Lord, I'm dying inside,

fading every night

Trying to find a way

to make it right I push them all away,

then wish they'd hold me close But letting people in is what

hurts the most (yeah,

it hurts

the most) I

play the music 'cause it calms me down inside No more running

from the tears I tried to hide (lord,

hear me now...)

(sleeping tonight...)