Heavy Silence

(mm) Waking up but the weight stays heavy Staring at the ceiling,

nothing feels steady Tried to shake it off but it pulls me

back down Every smile I fake just turns into a frown (hmmm)

I keep fighting but the fight feels useless

Heart stays heavy, mind stays ruthless (ahhh)

I don’t wanna be

up

I don’t wanna feel this pain

I don’t wanna hurt nobody

But I don’t think

that it’s gonna change (yeah)

Tried to reach out but the words get stuck

Every conversation feels like bad luck

Don’t want to drag you into my storm

So I stay quiet,

keep the pain where it belongs (hmmm)

Maybe tomorrow will feel a little lighter

But tonight the darkness feels tighter

(mm mm)

I don’t

think that it’s gonna

change (ahhh)