Too Loud to Hug

Yeah…

The pain in my head be too loud…

I just need a hug…

But I got told to drink up…

You hurt me, I can't take that pain away,

I smile through the night,

but I'm dying every day.

Saw my realest people die right in my arms,

Now I'm scared of getting close,

'cause I know love comes with scars.

And I be hoping to level this roofless world,

Trying to find some peace,

tryna find my way,

girl.

The pain in my head be too loud,

I just need a hug,

but they tell me drink up now. I

got memories that haunt me when the lights go low,

Got a heart full of hurt that nobody knows.

I watched the real ones leave,

couldn't make 'em stay,

Now I'm fighting with the thoughts that won't fade away.

I don't need another bottle,

I need someone who cares,

Someone who can hold me when I'm breaking in tears.

Everybody says be strong,

like they know what I've been through,

But they never felt the pain that I'm carrying too.

You hurt me, I can't take that pain away,

I smile through the night,

but I'm dying every day.

Saw my realest people die right in my arms,

Now I'm scared of getting close,

'cause I know love comes with scars.

The pain in my head be too loud,

I just need a hug,

can somebody hear me now?

I'm tired of pretending that I'm fine,

Got a war inside my head almost all the time.

I just need a hug…

Someone tell me it'll be alright.

I don't wanna drown inside my thoughts tonight… The pain in my

head be too loud…

Yeah…

Too

loud…