Walls Between Hearts

(hmmmm) Why is it that I push them far away

Thinking that the distance keeps me safe

But it never makes me feel

any better

Just leaves me colder in the winter weather

Dear God, I wish I wasn't sad all the time

I wish that a little bit of happy was mine

I'm tired of feeling hurt,

tired of the pain

Standing alone out here in the rain

God, I need your answers tonight

And why do I crave to hold someone close

When that's the very thing that hurts the most

It kills me to let them inside my heart

Only to watch it all tear apart

I have so many questions,

I'm down on my knees

Looking for a little bit of grace and peace (oh,

please)

I wish I was happy more often

(so much more

often)

Just want this heavy heart to soften