WHAT IF ??

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What if

Yeah

What if I stopped asking why

And asked myself what happens next

What if the road I hated was the road I was meant

to take What if every door I closed was one I needed

to break What if all the time I wasted wasn't wasted at

all What if every time I fell was teaching me how to

fall I've been talking to the ceiling like it knows what I

mean Asking God for answers while I'm stuck in between

Maybe silence isn't silence maybe I'm meant to listen

Maybe I kept looking outward when the answer was within

I've been watching seconds disappear from the clock Trying to hold onto

moments that were never gonna stop

I gave pieces of my time to people I couldn't keep

Then wondered why I felt like something followed me to sleep

I called it love when I needed somebody near

Called it freedom when I ran away from what I feared

Called it nothing when I didn't wanna call it pain

Funny how a different word can make the same thing change

What if I'm not lost

What if I'm just somewhere new

What if all the things I question Are the things that pull

me through

What if What if I don't need to know

What if What if I just let it go

What if I fall

What if I fly

What if I stop

Trying to find out why

What if I lose

What if I win

What if the answer

Was where I began

I don't know I

don't know

But what if Ive been carrying the past like a weight in

my coat

Every memory got a name every name got a ghost

I've been trying to make peace with the things I regret But

you can't rewrite a life you can only write what's next

I've seen love turn cold when the truth got involved

Seen people say forever like forever was solved

I've held on to a moment till the moment was gone

Then blamed the hands of time for moving me on

I wanted somebody close then I pushed them away

Wanted somebody honest then I hated what they'd say

Wanted peace so badly that I couldn't sit still

Funny how you can run from a war and carry it still

I don't wanna be the person that I promised I'd be

If that person was a version of myself I couldn't see

I don't need to have a purpose written down in the sky

Maybe living isn't knowing maybe living is the try

Maybe time isn't something

That I ever get to keep

Maybe moments aren't possessions They're just promises we meet

Maybe love isn't forever Maybe forever isn't love

Maybe peace isn't the silence Maybe peace is being enough

And maybe God was never absent Maybe I was making too much

noise Maybe every unanswered question

Was still giving me a choice

What if

What if

I don't need to know

What if

What if that's the point

What if I fall

What if I fly

What if I finally

Stop asking why

What if I lose

What if I win

What if I stop

Trying to know how it ends

I don't know

I don't know

But I'm here

And what if That's enough

Maybe

I'm falling

Maybe I'm flying

Maybe they're the same When you don't know where

you're going

I don't know What if