

I lock the door and keep it all inside
The secrets of the dark where we would hide
They left me here with nobody to tell
I learned to wear a smile and wear it well (hmmm)
They think I'm happy when they see my face
But they don't see this quiet,
hollow space
My pillow knows the tears I cry at night
I'm reaching out but there's no
hand in sight
The only one who knew the pain is gone
I'm all alone and trying to
hold on
You finally found me,
saw behind the mask
You answered questions
I could never ask
But now you've vanished
like the morning light
And left me fighting with a quiet night
How much longer can I stand?
Sinking slow in shifting sand
I don't know how to
survive this storm
(no, I don't know)
My pillow knows the tears I cry at night
I'm reaching out but there's no
hand in sight
The only one who knew the pain is gone
I'm all alone and trying to
hold on
I don't know how long I can last (hushhh)