

I've been searching for a reason
In a world that feels so cold.
Everybody wants your heart Until there's nothing left to hold.
You wore your innocence like armor,
Made me question what was true.
I was fighting all your battles While the war was fought by
you.
I gave you every piece of me,
You gave me reasons not to trust.
Now the memories are turning Every promise into dust.
I see the darkness in your smile,
Hear the silence when you speak.
You made me feel invincible,
Then you made me feel so weak.
Tell me, was it ever real?
Did you ever feel a thing?
Or was I just another heart You could break and leave?
I'M DONE BLEEDING FOR YOUR LOVE!
DONE REACHING FOR WHAT WAS NEVER ENOUGH!
You left me drowning in the words you said,
With a thousand unanswered prayers inside my head.
If love is a lie,
let the truth set me free,
I'd rather stand alone than lose the rest of me.
Take everything you stole,
but you won't take my soul,
'Cause loyalty means more than love I can't control.
Another sleepless night, Another battle with my mind.
Trying to bury all the questions That I never left behind.
I keep staring at the ceiling,
Wondering where I lost my way.
You were promising forever While preparing your escape.
Now the room is getting colder,
And the silence screams your name.
I keep searching for the person Who I thought you were that
day. But I won't become the monster That you always thought I'd
be.
I won't let the things you did Decide the man I'll grow
to be.
Tell me, was it ever real?
Did you ever feel a thing?
Or was I just another heart
You could break and leave?
I'M DONE BLEEDING FOR YOUR LOVE!
DONE REACHING FOR WHAT WAS NEVER ENOUGH!
You left me drowning in the words you said,
With a thousand unanswered prayers inside my head.
If love is a lie,
let the truth set me free,
I'd rather stand alone than lose the rest of me.
Take everything you stole,
but you won't take my soul,
'Cause loyalty means more than love I can't control.
Dear God, are You listening?
I'm trying hard to understand.
Why do I keep losing pieces Every time I give my hand?
I don't need revenge or answers,
I just need the strength to heal.
Help me recognize the difference Between a promise and what's real.
If I have to walk through darkness,
Let me walk with my head high.
Keep the goodness in my spirit,
Don't let hatred be my guide.
I GAVE YOU MY TRUST!
YOU GAVE ME YOUR LIES!
I STOOD BY YOUR SIDE!
YOU LEFT ME BEHIND!
BUT I'M STILL HERE!
AND I'M STILL BREATHING!
YOU TOOK MY LOVE!
BUT YOU WON'T TAKE MY MEANING!
I'M DONE BLEEDING FOR YOUR LOVE!
I WON'T BREAK FOR WHAT WAS NEVER ENOUGH!
You left me shattered,
but I'm rising again,
Turning every scar into strength within.
If love is a lie,
let the truth set me free,
I'll rebuild the person you could never see.
Take everything you stole,
but you won't take my soul,
LOYALTY OVER LOVE — THAT'S THE WAY I ROLL!
Maybe love will find me
When I'm ready to believe.
Until then, I'll keep on walking,
And give myself the peace I need.
Dear God,
keep my heart alive.
I won't let the darkness win.