Unmapped Steps

(mhm-mmm) I check the path I’m walking every step I take

Wonder if I’m faking all the choices that I make

Everyone looks certain, like they’ve got it all mapped out

I’m smiling on the surface,

but inside I’m filled with doubt

Is this the way it’s supposed to go?

Am I just putting on a show?

Every choice feels like a test

And I don’t know what comes

next

I don’t know if I’m doing it right

Staying up late, questioning every night

Feeling lost even when I’m standing tall

Wondering if I’ll ever get it at all

Not sure which way the truth lies Just trying not to apologize

For feeling like I’m still figuring it out And maybe that’s okay,

anyhow

I pick the words I say

like I’m walking on thin ice

Hope nobody notices I’m still learning how to rise

Some days I feel so small,

like I’m falling behind

Trying to be everything I think

I should find

Nobody hands you a map when you step out the door

Nobody tells you it’s okay to be unsure

It’s okay to stumble,

it’s okay to pause

Finding your way isn’t always without flaws (without flaws...)

I don’t know if I’m doing it right

Staying up late, questioning every night

Feeling lost even when I’m standing tall

Wondering if I’ll ever get it at all

Not sure which way the truth lies Just trying not to apologize

For feeling like I’m

still figuring it out And maybe that’s okay,

anyhow

Maybe there’s no perfect way

Maybe I’m doing fine anyway Yeah,

maybe I’m doing fine

anyway (anyway...)