Pit of Rage

Woke up with a weight in my chest

Counting the cracks in the ceiling again

Every breath tastes like rust and regret

I drag my name through the dirt of the day (ahhhh)

And I try to stand up straight

But the floor keeps pulling me down If this is living,

call it a mistake

I’m disappearing in plain sight now

I hate this life I’m stuck inside A room of screaming,

painted white No light gets in,

no mercy comes I’m tired of fighting just to numb (scream) (hahaha) (ahhhh)

Friends say “hold on,” I just nod

Like I don’t hear the clock chewing through

I’m a ghost with a heartbeat on pause Watching hope turn to

something untrue (yeah)

I’m scared of how normal it looks To smile while I’m splitting

in two

If I tell the truth,

they’ll back away So I swallow the words like screws

I hate this life I’m stuck inside A room of screaming,

painted white No light gets in,

no mercy comes I’m tired of fighting just to numb (scream)

I don’t want saving,

I want silence Let the world spin without my name If I’m

a burden,

cut the wire I’m so damn tired of feeling ashamed (ahhhh)

I hate this life I’m stuck inside A room of screaming,

painted white No light gets in,

no mercy comes I’m tired of fighting just to numb (scream) (hahaha) (ahhhh)