Somewhere In Between

I used to think I had to know

Exactly who I’d be,

Like growing up was just a road

With signs for where to turn.

But lately I’ve been changing

In ways I can’t explain,

Some days I feel like someone new,

Some days I’m still the same.

I’m not who I was yesterday,

But I’m not there just yet,

Maybe there’s a little space

Where I’m supposed to be instead.

Somewhere in between

The girl I was and who I’ll be,

Somewhere between the old dreams

And the ones I’ve yet to dream.

I’m learning how to let things change,

Learning I don’t need a plan,

I’m not lost, I’m just becoming

Who I’m meant to be.

Somewhere in between.

(somewhere in between)

There are things I used to love

That don’t feel quite the same,

And things I never noticed

That are calling out my name.

My friends are changing too,

And sometimes so am I,

We’re all becoming different people Right before each other’s eyes.

Maybe growing isn’t knowing

Every answer when you start,

Maybe it’s collecting little pieces

Of a changing heart.

Maybe I’ll look back someday

And miss this version of me,

The awkward days, the little things,

The person I was trying to be.

So I won’t rush tomorrow,

I’ll let today be what it is.

There’s something kind of beautiful

About not knowing yet.

Somewhere in between

The past and everything ahead,

Somewhere between the words I said And all the ones I left

unsaid. I’m learning I can change my mind,

I’m learning I can take my time,

And maybe I don’t need to find Exactly where I fit.

Maybe this is where I’m meant to be—

Somewhere in between.

Not a beginning,

Not the end,

Just somewhere in between.

(somewhere in between)