

Stay up very late when the world goes cold
It's the only time that my mind can unfold
Brown and bold, a quiet storm in my head
Living out the stories that I've never said
Fictional worlds where the hurt can heal
Attached to the ghosts that feel way too real
I hide in the dark just to protect my peace
Waiting for the noise of the daylight to cease
If you could read my mind,
you'd be in tears
Underneath the mask of all these quiet years I'm so sick of
being judged for staying behind
Locked inside the cages of a crowded mind She's broken because she
chose to believe
In a world that only knows how to leave
"Are you pretty?" she asked,
and he said "No" "Do you want to be with me?" He
watched her go Then he grabbed her tight,
told her "Listen to me
You're beautiful, you're everything I need to see"
But words are just ghosts when you're feeling so lazy And expressing
my feelings always drives me crazy So I sit in the corner,
keeping it inside With a heavy heart and nowhere to hide
If you could read my mind,
you'd be in tears
Underneath the mask of all these quiet years I'm so sick of
being judged for staying behind
Locked inside the cages of a crowded mind She's broken because she
chose to believe
In a world that only knows how to leave
Sometimes the girl who is always there for the rest Needs someone
to hold her when she's second best And Death is just a
friend, a guide at the end
A beacon in the dark for a soul to amend Don't fear
the transition, don't fear the unknown
We're just lonely introverts trying to find home
I'm not good at expressing my feelings out loud So I'll stay
here at night,
away from the crowd Just a beautiful soul in a fictional place
Disappearing slowly
without a trace (without
a trace)