Broken Glass Sunrise

Happy, joyful, giddy, glad

These are all the emotions I wish I had

Instead I have pain,

anger, and guilt

Behind these high walls that I built

I need to feel happy,

I try every day

But the shadows of trauma won't wash away

Is it even possible to change this frame?

Or will I always stay the same?

Underneath the weight of all this pain

(ooh-ooh) Wondering if I will always be the same

I want to feel glad,

I want to feel light

But I'm still fighting through the dark of the night

Trauma is a anchor

dragging me down

While the happy people

dance in this town

I hold onto anger

because it feels real

When sadness is the only other thing I can feel

Can a broken heart learn to beat once more?

Can I find the key and unlock the door?

Or am I just bound to this heavy stone

Walking this road so completely alone?

Always the same... (always the same...) I just want to feel happy... (mhm-mmm)