Drowning in Ashes

I keep your voice

inside my head,

Like something I was never meant to forget.

The room is cold,

the lights are dead,

And I still reach for you

out of habit.

Maybe I was holding on

To something already

gone.

Maybe every "I'm okay"

Was just another lie I

made.

So let me drown in the rain,

Let it wash away my name.

I'm tired of chasing ghosts

That never feel the

same.

If tomorrow comes without you,

I don't know what I'll become.

I keep searching through the ashes

For a piece of what we

were.

(we were)

Your shadow lingers on the

wall,

I swear I hear you when the silence calls.

I built a home

inside my thoughts,

Now every memory leaves another scar.

And if I could turn back time,

Would I still make you

mine?

Or would I let you disappear

Before I lost myself in

here?

So let me drown in the rain,

Let it carry all this pain.

I gave you everything I had,

And somehow lost myself again.

If tomorrow comes without you,

I'll learn to face the sun.

But tonight I'll sit with sorrow

And remember what we've done.

The rain keeps falling.

The room stays quiet.

And for the first time…

I don't fight it.