Silent Ache

(hummmm) Yeah, some

days

I wish these feelings would just go away.

But music is the only

place I

feel

calm inside.

We've been friends for a long,

long time

Now I'm caught in the middle of this state of mind

I love you, I care,

but we'll never be

Yeah, it hurts so bad when you look at me

I don't wanna keep it safe no more But I'm pacing back

and forth on the bedroom floor

Sometimes I cry in my head,

wishing I was gone Trying to run from the pain till the

break of dawn.

But you make me happy,

you make me smile (you make me smile) Even if I only

get to hear from you

once in a while I hate that I fell,

I hate how I hurt

You mean the absolute world to me first

And I don't wanna let you go,

no, I don't wanna let you go.

I hide the tears,

I don't wanna speak right now

Fighting with myself, trying to make it out

I struggle with trust,

I struggle to love myself Put my heart in a box on

the top of the shelf But seeing your name just brightens my

day

I love my family,

I love you the same way It's a beautiful mess,

a heavy design

Just trying to heal with these rhythm and lines.

So play some sad music,

let it take control

(let it ride) That's the only time I feel whole

Yeah, the only time I feel whole

But you make me happy,

you make me smile (you make me smile) Even if I only

get to hear from you

once in a while I hate that I fell,

I hate how I hurt

You mean the absolute world to me first

And I don't wanna let you go,

no, I don't wanna let you go.

Just want you here... (ahhhh)

Yeah, just to hear

from you.