The Last Quiet

I still reach for my phone when the night gets long Then

remember your name is a silence now Everybody says time,

but the clock feels wrong Like the whole damn world kept moving

somehow Your coat's still hanging by the doorway light

I can't move it,

I just walk around And I talk to you low in the

middle of night Hoping grief got a frequency underground

I been carrying your absence like a weight in my

chest

Smile for the room,

then I break when I rest

I lost you, and a part of me went with you Now

every sunrise feels like something I get through I say I'm okay,

but the words don't stay true

I keep living this life,

but I keep looking for you I lost you,

I can't make the pain make sense So I turn all these

tears into evidence

If love leaves a mark,

then you're still in my blood I lost you,

but I won't let go of us

I hear your laugh in a car passing by

Turn my head, knowing nobody's there

Got a thousand small things I forgot to ask why And a

thousand more moments I wish I could share

I got anger tucked under the sadness

Some days I blame God,

some days I blame me But the truth is,

love don't prepare you for absence It just teaches your heart

how deep it can bleed

I been carrying your memory under my skin

Some days I lose you,

then lose you again

I lost you,

and a part of me went with you Now every sunrise feels

like something I get through I say I'm okay,

but the words don't stay true I keep living this life,

but I keep looking for you I lost you,

I can't make the pain make sense So I turn all these

tears into evidence

If love leaves a mark,

then you're still in my blood I lost you,

but I won't let go of us

If you can hear me,

I hope you know

I carry your name everywhere I go

I won't say goodbye like you're gone from my love You left

this world, but you never left us