Pain in my soul

There's a pain in my soul (yeah)

Heavy hands taking over control

Counting little white circles in the palm of my hand

Tryna numb down a world that I can't understand

Every promise I made is starting to fade

Locked in a corner where the doubts get replayed

(whispering doubts inside)

Will it ever be quiet up here?

Swallowing bitter remedy

just to clear the fear

Numb the soul just to feel alright

Fighting the doubts in the middle of the night

Painkillers fading while the ache stays deep Losing every single secret that

I try to keep (oh-oh-oh)

Another glass of water on the nightstand shelf

Harder every day just to look at myself

They say it gets better if you give it time

But the clock keeps ticking out of rhythm and rhyme (out

of

rhyme)

Is it the medicine or is it me?

Trapped in a room where nobody can see

(can you see?)

Just want the hurting to let me go

Numb the soul just to feel alright

Fighting the doubts in the middle of the night

Painkillers fading while the ache stays deep Losing every single secret that

I try to keep

(yeah,

that I try to keep) There's a pain in my soul...

Fading out slow (hummmm)