Still Want You
You said forever like you meant it,
Looked in my eyes,
and I believed it.
Now we pass like we don't know
All the things we used to hold.
And I hate that I still notice
When you laugh the way you used to.
You get to act like nothing happened,
While I'm still trying not to lose you.
And it's not fair,
You left me here,
With all the words you never said.
You get to sleep like nothing changed,
While I replay it in my head.
I'm almost over you,
At least that's what I say.
I almost hate you
For walking away. 'Cause you broke my heart,
But I still want you near.
And that's the part that kills me— I still wish you were
here. I'm mad at you,
But I miss you too.
Tell me, how am I supposed to
Stop loving
you?
I hope you hear our song someday
And feel the things I couldn't say.
I hope a memory catches you
When you least expect it to.
And maybe that's a little selfish,
Maybe I just want you to care.
'Cause I gave you all my honest,
And you left it lying there.
And I hate that I remember
Every promise, every kiss of time.
You can tell yourself it's over,
But you can't erase that you were mine.
I'm almost over you,
At least that's what I say.
I almost hate you
For walking away. 'Cause you broke my heart,
But I still want you near.
And that's the part that kills me— I still wish you were
here. I'm mad at you,
But I miss you too.
Tell me, how am I supposed to
Stop loving
you?
I don't want you to be sorry
Just because you see me cry.
I want you to remember
That you promised we'd be fine.
And if you ever miss me,
Don't pretend you don't know why.
I was the girl who loved you
Even when you said goodbye.
I'm not over you,
And I hate that it's true.
After everything you put me through,
There's still a part of me that chooses you.
And I wish that I could hate you,
Wish your name meant nothing at all.
But if you called me in the midnight,
I don't know if I'd ignore the call.
I'm mad
at you,
But I miss you too.
And the worst thing about heartbreak Is I still want you.
Maybe someday we'll be strangers
Who can smile at what we've been.
Maybe someday I'll stop wondering
If you'd choose me again.
(Pause) Wouldn't you love to,
learn to love again.