In The Dark
Yeah...
This is the dark days.
This is where I live right now.
I don't sleep much,
I just lay here and think About everything I've done and everything
I ain't
Every bridge I burned,
every hand I turned away Every time I had the chance and
I chose to walk away I don't know how I got here,
I don't know how to leave I just know that I'm stuck
and I'm wearing this grief Like a coat that don't fit but
I can't take it off Every day's a new battle and I'm
scared I'ma lost
They say it gets better,
they say hold on But the night's so long and I'm so
far gone
I don't need a sermon,
I don't need a fix
I just need to know that I'll make it through this
In the dark,
in the dark Where nobody sees and nobody starts
In the dark,
in the dark
Where I'm fighting alone with the holes in my heart In the
dark,
in the dark No light,
no map, no way to restart
In the dark,
in the dark Just me and the silence and the weight of
it all (ahhhh)
I got people around me but I feel alone
I got love in my corner but I push it out the
door 'Cause I don't know how to hold it,
don't know how to receive Don't know how to believe that somebody
won't leave I've been hurt so many times that I flinch at
the touch
Of anybody close 'cause it hurts too much So I sit in
the dark where it's safe and it's cold 'Cause at least in
the dark I don't have to be told
They say it gets better,
they say hold on But the night's so long and I'm so
far gone
I don't need a sermon,
I don't need a fix
I just need to know that I'll make it through this
In the dark,
in the dark Where nobody sees and nobody starts
In the dark,
in the dark
Where I'm fighting alone with the holes in my heart In the
dark,
in the dark No light,
no map, no way to restart
In the dark,
in the dark Just me and the silence and the weight of
it all (ahhhh)
I don't know who I am,
I don't know what I'm doing
Every step I take feels like I'm walking into ruin I've been
running from myself but I can't outrun the noise Every voice in
my head is telling me I got no choice But I'm still
here, I'm still breathing,
I'm still fighting through the fog Even when I don't believe it,
I keep walking through the dark 'Cause the only way out is
to go through it all And I'm gon' make it out even
if I gotta crawl
In the dark,
in the dark Where nobody sees and nobody starts
In the dark,
in the dark
Where I'm fighting alone with the holes in my heart In the
dark,
in the dark No light,
no map, no way to restart
In the dark,
in the dark Just me and the silence and the weight of
it all (ahhhh)