Faith Over Fear

Yeah…

Funny how the ones you trust the most

Can be the ones who hurt you the worst.

Lord, You know my heart.

I'm just looking for something real.

You played the victim while you did the crime,

And I paid the price for your mistakes this time.

I gave you my trust,

put my faith in your hands,

Never thought I'd be the one who wouldn't understand.

I'm tired of the pain,

tired of the lies,

Tired of seeing fake love in somebody's eyes.

You walked down the road with a smile on your face,

While I sat alone trying to find my place.

Everybody talks, but the truth stays hidden,

Promises get broken, forgiveness forbidden.

I gave you my word,

I gave you my best,

Now I'm carrying these scars deep inside my chest.

Dear God, all I care about is loyalty,

I pray that real love finds its way to me.

Every day I wonder if love exists,

Too many broken hearts,

too many scars like this.

They say they love you,

then they walk away,

Leave you with the hurt and the words they couldn't say.

I'd rather have the truth than a thousand lies,

A loyal heart beside me when the whole world turns its eyes.

Lying on my seat,

couldn't close my eyes,

Pouring one more drink,

asking myself why.

Since you've been gone,

there's an ache in my soul,

Trying to fill a space that I can't control.

So listen, Father,

the One up above,

I'm searching for truth,

trying to understand love.

Can You hear me calling in the middle of the night?

I'm trying to find peace,

trying to make things right.

I've seen people change when the hard times came,

Seen them turn their backs,

then deny my name.

I'd rather walk alone than be surrounded by lies,

I'm learning who's real by watching their lives.

Dear God, all I care about is loyalty,

I pray that real love finds its way to me.

Every day I wonder if love exists,

Too many broken hearts,

too many scars like this.

They say they love you,

then they walk away,

Leave you with the hurt and the words they couldn't say.

I'd rather have the truth than a thousand lies,

A loyal woman beside me through the darkest nights.

Lord, I'm not perfect,

I've made mistakes, I've got my own regrets and my own heartaches.

Don't let this pain turn my good heart cold,

Give me strength and wisdom as I grow old.

Send me someone honest,

someone who stays, Someone who chooses me on the hardest days.

Not just empty promises or words in the dark,

But a woman whose loyalty matches her heart.

Dear God, all I care about is loyalty,

Let real love come when it's meant to be.

I've been hurt before,

but I still believe,

There's a kind of love that won't turn and leave.

They can talk their talk,

they can walk away,

I'll keep my head high and live another day.

Love is more than words,

more than what you see,

There's nothing worth more than loyalty.

Love can be a feeling.

Love can be a promise.

But loyalty is a choice.

Lord, keep the real ones close

And give me strength to let the fake ones go.

Loyalty over love.

Every time.