Drowning In Silence

(ahhhh) The ceiling's staring back at me

Another midnight on repeat

I trace the shadows on the wall

And wait for my defense to fall (mmmmm)

I try to wear a steady

face

But everything is out

of place

(oh I'm slipping)

I am not doing okay

No matter what I try

to say

Yeah, the colors are turning to gray

I'm not doing okay

My friends keep asking how I've been

I fake a laugh and pull them in

But behind the smile I always hide

There is a storm that rages inside

And I

don't want to bring you down

So I

just let myself drown

I am not doing okay

(no, I'm not okay) (mmmmm)