

(mmmmm) (ahhh) I know that dad took us away
without you knowing
Me and Abram at the grandparents house,
the cold wind blowing
Dad took us and left Sarah and Sapphire standing there
We were caught up in a storm,
breathing in the heavy air
But when you didn't show up at the last visit,
I was upset
A quiet kind of anger that I never will forget
I knew right then that you were never coming back
Watching all our history slowly fade to black
And now you want back in,
but I can't heal right now
Because you left and didn't look back anyhow
You hurt me way too deep,
the scars are wide and deep
I can't let you in,
these secrets that I keep
No, I can't let you back inside my life
And I know I cannot forgive you for the pain you left
behind
Searching for some peace of mind I'll probably never find
Because nobody understands what I have been through
with you
They only see the surface,
they don't see the truth
No one understands what we went through
I can't heal
right now (mmmmm)