I’m Feeling More Like Me

I caught myself just yesterday

Humming to a song

And for a moment,

I forgot

How lost I had become

The world is looking brighter The weight’s a little less And somewhere

in the quiet I know I’ll find me again

It’s not that all the hurt has gone

Or that finally I feel free

But the happiness I thought I’d lost Is finding its way back

to me

I’m feeling a little more like myself

A little less depressed

There’s a flicker where darkness lived

Room now for happiness

Although I’m not the person

Who I was before

I’m finding pieces of myself

I thought I’d lost for sure

I’m learning not to question

Every smile that comes along

Im trying to let myself feel happy

Without wondering what is wrong

Although some days pull me under

And nights still steal my sleep

I’m slowly finding my way back

To the me

that’s buried deep

Maybe healing is a slow return To the person underneath

And maybe it’s the little things Which will bring me back to

me

It’s not a sudden transformation

Not a moment I will see

Just a quiet, gradual feeling

Of returning back to me (returning back to me) I’m feeling more

like me

And that feels like enough

I’m learning I can still be here

Even when the road is rough

I don’t need to find the old me

Or know who I will be

I’m just grateful for these moments

When I feel much more like me (much more like me)

(more like me)