Candid Obsession

(SPOKEN WORD INTRO): "I used to think I had control.

But every time his name comes up...

my heart rate spikes,

my mind goes completely blank.

It’s not just a crush anymore.

It’s an obsession.

And I'm not hiding it

anymore..."

Flipping through my feed just to see your face Taking up my

mind, taking up my space A rockstar habit that I can't break

Every video you post is another heartbreak

Call me crazy, call it fan-behavior bad Best celebrity fix that I’ve

ever had

Stage lights flashing through a five-inch screen

The prettiest mess that I’ve ever seen

Black fingernails and that signature smirk

Making every headline and hashtag work A million fans screaming,

but in my head It’s a private show on my unmade bed

Black leather jackets and a kiss goodbye You don't even know me,

but you make me cry

So pour another drink,

let the baseline swell And if loving you from far away is

hell...

I'm in it myself...

Fade to black, put your song on loop Losing my sanity,

jumping through the hoops Huddy on my lips like a dark confession

More than just a idol,

it’s a full obsession Let the world burn down while I watch

you shine I’m a ghost in your feed,

but in my mind...

you’re mine.

I close my eyes

and I’m standing backstage Writing out your name

on every single page

My friends think I’m crazy,

say I’ve lost my head Cause I’d rather starve on your content

instead I don't want a real boy,

don't want a real touch Just Huddy on a loop,

I can never get enough

Over and over, you're under my skin Where does the fantasy end

and I begin?

I don't want freedom,

I don't want a cure

Your dark little hold on me is poison,

but it's pure...

Yeah, it's so

damn pure...

Fade to black, put your song on loop Losing my sanity,

jumping through the hoops Huddy on my lips like a dark confession

More than just a idol,

it’s a full obsession Let the world burn down while I watch

you shine I’m a ghost in your feed,

but in my mind...

you’re mine.

(SPOKEN WORD OUTRO): "You’re a dangerous habit,

you know that?

But I don't ever want to get clean.

Destroy me through the screen all you want...

I'll be right here tomorrow."