Heart On Lockdown

(lord...

lord

help

me now...)

I put my heart upon my sleeve and

lock the key

away

I lay in bed and let the saddest music play

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep and whisper low

Lord, I need you now,

I've got nowhere to go

Fighting the gravity, the pressure of my past

Wondering if my mistakes are built to last

Oh Lord, I'm dying inside,

fading every night

Trying to find a way to make it right

I push them all away,

then wish they'd hold me close

But letting people in is what hurts the most

(yeah, it hurts the most)

Fell in love with a friend I've known for so long

Knowing in my heart that we could never belong

She means the world to me,

I don't wanna let go

But the silence in my head

is starting to show

I get mad at myself for falling this deep

While the music plays on and lulls me to sleep

Oh Lord, I'm dying inside,

fading every night

Trying to find a way to make it right

I push them all away,

then wish they'd hold me close

But letting people in is what hurts the most

(yeah, it hurts the most)

I play the music 'cause it calms me down inside

No more running from the tears I tried to hide (lord,

hear me

now...) (sleeping tonight...)