

Yeah
(mmm-mmm) God, are you there?
I build these walls up high to keep the pain outside But
isolation is a place where only shadows hide I push them far
away to keep my spirit safe But then I'm locked inside this
cold and lonely space
And when I let them close,
it hurts the deepest part Like open hands just waiting to break
my fragile heart I'm tired of feeling down,
I'm tired of feeling blue
Oh God, I need some answers,
what am I to do?
(what do I do now?)
I wish that I was happy,
wish I felt alright
Instead of wrestling
with these thoughts late at night
I fell in love with someone I've known for so long But
in my heart,
I know that we don't belong
I love her,
I care, she means the world to me But this distance is
a quiet misery And now I'm crying in my head
(in my head) Wish these feelings would go instead
I get so mad at myself for falling this deep
Knowing it's a promise that we never can keep So I just
sit right here and let my heart break
And play this sad music for my own sake 'Cause that's the
only time I feel calm inside
The only sanctuary where my soul can hide
(so let the music play)
I fell in love with someone I've known for so long But
in my heart,
I know that we don't belong
I love her,
I care, she means the world to me But this distance is
a quiet misery And now I'm crying in my head
(in my head) Wish these feelings would go instead
Yeah,
just play the music (play the music)
It's the only thing that keeps me calm inside (calm inside)
God, help me find my way