Shattered Love Songs

Words cannot describe how deep it goes

Words will never heal the things I broke

I replay every single room we made inside my head

Staring at the ceiling tracing things I should have said

When you used to hold me close I knew that I was

whole

Now I watch the wreckage spreading deep into my soul

I hate everything I did and everything I lost

Standing in the ruins trying not to count the cost

Because it wasn't only you I tore apart that night I shattered

every promise that we swore would be alright

I see his little face and know the pain I left behind

Words cannot describe how much I'm still in love with you

And words will never say how sorry I am for what I

put you through

I loved you both and broke our home in two

I destroyed our world and hurt our boy too

I miss what love felt like before the fire caught

Trading every sacred moment for the wars we fought

I didn't want to be the monster standing by the door

Leaving footsteps that you cannot clean across the floor

His toy cars on the rug,

your coat upon the chair

Every corner screaming that I shouldn't have been there

I hate the person that I was and what I gave away

There is no prayer strong enough to wash the dark away

I broke the two of you and left us in the cold

Words cannot describe how much I'm still in love with you

And words will never say how sorry I am for what I

put you through

I loved you both and broke our home in two

I destroyed our world and hurt our boy too

If I could trade my breath to give his peaceful days back

Turn the hands around and pull us off this twisted track

I'd vanish in the dark so you could see the sun

I love you and I hate the damage I have done

Words cannot describe how much I'm still in love with you

And words will never say how sorry I am for what I

put you through

I broke the only ground we had to stand upon

I hurt our boy and now the light is gone

I replay every memory

I am so sorry