

(shhh) Five
beats. Wait.
Five
breaths. Again.
Five seconds before the answer Five seconds before I move
Five little signs in the silence Five things I already knew
Five doors in the hallway
Only one feels warm
Five different ways to disappear And somehow I return I don't ask
why
I just notice I don't force it I let it show Something
keeps repeating Something I don't need to name
If you watch long enough You'll see it do the same
One.
Two.
Three.
Four. Don't look away.
Five.
Five seconds Five signs Five ways back to me
Five chances Five lines Five things I couldn't unsee
Five seconds Five signs Five ways back to me
I don't know who put the pattern there
I only know It's following me
Five shadows on the ceiling Five footsteps down the hall
Five versions of the story
And I remember all
Five words I almost said
Five times I changed my mind Five different roads behind me Still
the same place every time
Maybe it's coincidence
Maybe that's what we call it When we see the shape Before
we understand it I keep finding five In places it shouldn't be
And every time I count it Something counts back at me
One.
Two. Three.
Four.
Feel that?
Five.
Five breaths.
Hold. Five heartbeats. Still.
Five doors.
One opens.
Five versions.
Which one is real?
Five. Five.
Five.
Don't count it.
You'll find it.
Five. Five.
Five.
Don't name it. Just notice.
Five lights in the distance.
Five sounds underneath.
Five little pieces moving
Before I can see.
Five seconds Five signs Five ways back to me
Five chances Five lines Five things I couldn't unsee
Five seconds Five signs Five ways back to me
Maybe the pattern isn't following me.
Maybe—
I'm following it.
Five beats. Five breaths.
Five seconds.
And then— nothing.
Until five again.