Standing In The Rain

I wonder if you notice

When I'm standing right beside you

I wonder if you'd even care

If I stopped trying to find you

I keep checking for a message

But my phone is always dark

I keep trying to get your attention

But you keep breaking my heart

I remember all the little things

Every word you ever said

But I wonder if you think of me

Or if I'm just someone you forget I try to make you

laugh sometimes But you barely

even smile And I'm tired of feeling lonely

When you're standing by my side

And I keep asking questions That you never wanna hear

I keep reaching out my hand But you never seem to care

Am I not enough for you?

What am I supposed to do?

Am I invisible?!

Can

you even see me?!

I'm screaming out your name But you never seem to hear me!

I'm standing in the rain Trying not to fall apart!

How can someone stand so close But feel a million miles apart?!

(Oh-oh-oh) I'm tired of trying (Oh-oh-oh) I'm tired of crying

I just wanted you to care

But you were never really there!

I see you laughing with the others Like you've got all the

time to spare

But when I try to talk to you You act like I'm

not even there

I replay every conversation

Wonder what I did so wrong

Was I too loud or too annoying?

Have I been the problem all along?

I keep pretending it doesn't hurt Keep saying everything's okay But every

time you turn your back There's a thousand things I wanna say

Maybe you don't understand How much your silence hurts inside Maybe you

don't even notice All the tears I've tried to hide But I'm

done begging you to see me!

Am I invisible?!

Can you even see me?!

I'm screaming out your name But you never seem to hear me!

I'm standing in the rain Trying not to fall apart!

How can someone stand so close But feel a million miles apart?!

(Oh-oh-oh) I'm tired of trying (Oh-oh-oh) I'm tired of crying

I just wanted you to care

But you were never really there!

Maybe someday you'll remember

All the times I tried to stay

All the times I kept on reaching

While you kept pulling away

And maybe I will never know

Why you couldn't care for me

But I'm starting to remember

That your silence doesn't define me I don't have to change my

laughter I don't have to hide my heart I

don't have to make you love me Just to know I'm worth

a part I was never invisible!

You just weren't looking at me!

I'm not invisible!

I'm finally starting to see!

I don't need your attention To know there's something good in me!

I'm done standing in the rain!

Waiting for you to care!

I can love you from a distance Without pretending you were there!

(Oh-oh-oh) I'm done with hiding (Oh-oh-oh) I'm done with crying

I just wanted you to care But I'm still worth loving even

if you don't!

Maybe you'll never notice Maybe you'll never

see But I don't have to disappear

Just because you don't see

me