

I said I’d have one,
just to take the edge off
But the room got loud,
and my mind got soft
Hands on the counter,
jaw set tight
I feel the heat rise up in the bar light
One more sip and the patience slips Tongue too sharp on my
own two lips
I hear my name like a match struck fast Don’t wanna start
it, but I might not pass
I get mad when the bottle talks back When it turns my
heart into something black I don’t mean it,
but I raise my voice Alcohol makes anger feel like a choice (oh)
I laugh too hard,
then I slam the door
Say things I never would’ve said before
Friends look away,
like they know the script
Like they’ve seen me fall when I start to slip
I see my father in the way I swear
Hate that I’m heading right over there
So I breathe in deep,
put the glass down slow If I don’t stop now,
I already know (ahhhh)
I get mad when the bottle talks back When it turns my
heart into something black I don’t mean it,
but I raise my voice Alcohol makes anger feel like a choice (ooh)