Fading to Normal

Practice makes perfect but I'm still

trying to be normal

I don't have medication but I feel insane

How can everybody

be so happy?

I feel so sad,

wondering what happened with all I had

(wondering where it went)

Walking through

the crowd

of laughing faces

Looking for

a spark

to light the cold (so cold)

How can everybody

be so happy?

I feel so sad,

wondering what happened with all I had

(all I

had)

They tell me time is healing

But time is just a ceiling

Pressing down on me

Still trying to be normal

Wondering what happened

with all I had

(all I had)