I dont know

I don't even really know what I'm gonna do right now,

Is it bad that I shout out?

Swear to God, everything I doubt now,

All I'm doing is heading south now.

I've been running from a feeling That I don't even understand,

Got a thousand different thoughts That I can't get out my head.

Everybody tells me breathe,

But I'm already out of breath,

Trying to find a little peace While I'm making such a mess.

I keep staring at the clock

Like it's gonna tell me why,

Every second that I waste

Feels like something passing by.

I don't know if I'm improving

Or just learning how to hide,

I've been searching for an answer

With the question still inside.

And I don't know what I'm waiting for,

Maybe I don't wanna know.

If I finally find the answer,

What am I supposed to hold?

Do you know what?

Do you know what?

Do you know what I'm waiting for?

Do you know what?

Do you know what?

Do you know what I'm waiting for?

In this closure,

When I'm sober, When I say I don't know love.

Give me moments,

Let me hold them,

Even if I was just dead.

Can you tell me What I'm doing When I say I don't

know love? Baby, hold me,

Don't you show me,

Can you let me just know your love?

I don't know it,

I just loathe it,

The way you hold me till I'm done.

Maybe I'm afraid of losing What I never got to keep,

Maybe every time I love you I just give away a piece.

I've been taking every moment Like tomorrow isn't mine,

Trying to keep you in a second That was never meant to

last. If I could freeze the world around me,

I'd probably freeze you too,

'Cause I don't know how to leave

When I'm still looking for you.

And I'm tired of saying sorry For the things I can't explain,

Every time I find some sunlight I go looking for the rain.

Maybe that's the way I'm wired,

Maybe that's the price I pay,

Wanting someone close to me While I'm pushing them away.

If I could keep one second,

Would I finally let it go?

If I knew that this was ending,

Would I still ask you to stay?

Don't give me forever,

Forever disappears.

Don't promise me tomorrow,

Just stay with me right here.

Give me one breath.

Give me one night.

Give me one moment Before we say goodbye.

Maybe I don't need answers.

Maybe I just need the truth.

Maybe I don't know love yet,

But I know I wanted you.

Do you know what?

Do you know what?

Do you know what I'm waiting for?

Maybe it's you.

Maybe it's closure. Maybe it's something I don't know.

Give me moments,

Let me hold them,

Even if I'm already gone.

I don't need forever.

I just need something real.

Maybe I don't need to know love— Maybe I just need to

feel. Baby, hold me...

Don't you show me...

Can you let me Just know your love?

I don't know it...

I just loathe it...

The way you hold me

Till I'm done.

Maybe I don't know love.

Maybe I don't have to.