Is this me

(yeah...) I been fighting with my head since I was old enough to

know That the voice inside my skull wasn't ever gonna go It

tells me I'm nothing,

tells me I'm a joke Tells me every good thing in my

life is gonna go up in smoke I don't talk about it

much 'cause I don't know how to start But it's sitting in

my chest and it's heavy on my heart So if you see

me smiling, don't believe the face I'm just really good at hiding

what I can't replace

Is this me?

Is this who

I'm supposed to be?

The one that's always hiding what's underneath?

Is this real?

Or is this just a show?

I don't know who I am but I'm putting it on hold

Is this me?

They say trust is the foundation,

you can't love without it So I wrote down every name that

I thought I could count on And I stared at the paper,

couldn't find mine Guess I never learned to trust myself all this

time

I been let down so many times I don't know how to

believe That anybody sticks around when it's hard to be around me

So I keep my circle small and I keep my guard up

high And I watch everybody leave 'fore they even say goodbye

Is this me?

Is this who

I'm supposed to be?

The one that's always hiding what's underneath?

Is this real?

Or is this just a show?

I don't know who I am but I'm putting it on hold

Is this me?

I been looking in the mirror trying to find a familiar face

But every time I look I see somebody out of place I

don't know when I lost him,

don't know where he went I just know that I'm tired of

pretending that I'm content I been asking all the questions that nobody

wants to hear Like "what am I supposed to do?" and "why

am I still here?"

I don't got the answers,

I don't got the plan But I know I'm still looking for

the person that I am

Is this me?

Is this who

I'm supposed to be?

The one that's always hiding what's underneath?

Is this real?

Or is this just a show?

I don't know who I

am but I'm putting it on hold Is this me?

Is this me? ...I don't know.

(ahhhh) But I'm still looking.