Static Fifteen

Mom thinks I'm sleeping But I'm starin' at the wall

Phone on silent

People start to call

15 with a fake ID

Tryna disappear under them bright bar lights (ahhhh)

Yeah, 15 got a head full of static Thoughts gettin' dramatic Lookin'

for a way

To quiet these thoughts in my brain

Tryna escape this pain

Without hating everyday

15 got a whole lotta dreams But they ain't what they seem

Got pills in my hands

I can barely stand

Head getting dizzy Tryna find a little light

Guess I ain't gettin' numb tonight

Yeah,

15 head full of static Thoughts gettin' dramatic Playin' in my face

Bouta leave without a trace Hatin' everyday (hating every day)

15 drinking like my world's on fire Saw it as a desire,

my only desire

Playin' in my face

Thinkin' it was okay

15 smokin' till I'm numb

People callin' me dumb

15 takin' drugs like it's water

Feeling the pressure of wanting to be a good daughter Some things

don't always happen the way we want them to

I hate even thinking of you

(thinking of you)