In the Dark
Yeah...
This is the dark days.
This is where I live right now.
I don't sleep much I just lay here and think About everything
I've done and everything I ain't Every bridge I burned every hand
I turned away Every time I had the chance and I chose
to walk away I don't know how I got here I don't
know how to leave I just know that I'm stuck and I'm
wearing this grief Like a coat that don't fit but I can't
take it off Every day's a new battle and I'm scared I'ma
lost
They say it gets better,
they say hold on But the night's so long and I'm so
far gone
I don't need a sermon,
I don't need a fix
I just need to know that I'll make it through this
In the dark, in the dark
Where nobody sees and nobody starts In the dark,
in the dark
Where I'm fighting alone with the holes in my heart In the
dark, in the dark
No light, no map,
no way to restart In the dark,
in the dark
Just me and the silence and the weight of it all
I got people around me but I feel alone
I got love in my corner but I push it out the
door 'Cause I don't know how to hold it don't know how
to receive Don't know how to believe that somebody won't leave I've
been hurt so many times that I flinch at the touch Of
anybody close 'cause it hurts too much So I sit in the
dark where it's safe and it's cold 'Cause at least in the
dark I don't have to be told
They say it gets better,
they say hold on But the night's so long and I'm so
far gone
I don't need a sermon,
I don't need a fix I just need to know that I'll
make it through this I don't know who I am I don't
know what I'm doing Every step I take feels like I'm walking
into ruin I been running from myself but I can't outrun the
noise Every voice in my head is telling me I got no
choice But I'm still here I'm still breathing I'm still fighting through
the fog Even when I don't believe it I keep walking through
the dark 'Cause the only way out is to go through it
all And I'm gon' make it out even if I gotta crawl
In the
dark, in the dark Where nobody sees and nobody starts In the
dark, in the dark Where I'm fighting alone with the holes in
my heart In the dark,
in the dark No light,
no map, no way to restart In the dark,
in the dark
Just me and the silence and the weight of it all