Healing Without Her

I'm filling out these worksheets

Day after day

Trying to find a way

I've been talking to Haley,

Miki, and Mandy too

Sharing all the heavy weight of what you put me through

I write it on my therapy papers every single night

But looking at these blank lines still doesn't make it right

And I'm still trying to heal

But I can't right now

No, I can't right now (hmmmm)

I can't heal until I can forgive your name

But I'm still standing in the freezing rain (ohhh)

You hurt me so deep,

it's a quiet constant pain

Like a heavy cloud that won't let go of the rain

You weren't there when I needed you the most of all

Just left me in the dark to take the fall

And I'm still trying to heal

But I can't right now

No, I can't right now (yeah)

I can't heal until I can forgive your name

But I'm still standing in the freezing rain

No, I can't right now (ahhhh)

Just holding onto these pages