

(ahhhh) Checked the lock again,
checked the door
My feet
are frozen to the floor
Running thoughts that never sleep
Keeping secrets I can't keep
And the room begins to spin Where do I stop,
where does this begin?
(counting to four, counting to ten)
It's a heavy dark cloud,
a static in the brain
Living with the panic and the quiet pain
Caught in the cycle,
looking for the light
Fighting with my own mind every single night
Then it fades to grey,
a heavy freeze
Begging for
some quiet on my knees
Just the ticking clock and a heavy chest
No energy to sleep,
no room to rest
It's a heavy dark cloud,
a static in the brain
Living with the panic and the quiet pain
Caught in the cycle,
looking for the light
Fighting with my own mind every single night
Break the pattern, turn it off
(make it stop) Every breathe is like a mountain climb Just let
me have
a little time
Still looking for the light
Just fighting through the night (it's
gonna be
okay)