Standing In The Rain

I wonder if you notice

When I'm standing right beside you

I wonder if you'd even care

If I stopped trying to find you

I keep checking for a message

But my phone is always dark

I keep trying to get your attention

But you keep breaking my heart

I remember all the little things

Every word you ever said

But I wonder if you think of me

Or if I'm just someone you forget

I try to make you laugh sometimes

But you barely even smile And I'm tired of feeling lonely When

you're standing by my side

And I keep asking questions That you never wanna hear

I keep reaching out my hand But you never seem to care

Am I not enough for you?

What am I supposed to do?

Am I invisible?!

Can you even see me?!

I'm screaming out your name But you never seem to hear me!

I'm standing in the rain Trying not to fall apart!

How can someone stand so close But feel a million miles apart?!

(Oh-oh-oh) I'm tired of trying (Oh-oh-oh) I'm tired of crying

I just wanted you to care

But you were never really there!

I see you laughing with the others

Like you've got all the time to spare

But when I try to talk to you

You act like I'm not even there I replay

every conversation Wonder what I did so wrong Was I too loud

or too annoying? Have I been the problem all along?

I keep pretending it doesn't hurt

Keep saying everything's okay

But every time you turn your back There's

a thousand things I wanna say

Maybe you don't understand How much your silence hurts inside

Maybe you don't even notice All the tears I've tried to hide

But I'm done begging you to see me!

Am I invisible?! Can you even see me?!

I'm screaming out your name But you never seem to hear me!

I'm standing in the rain Trying not to fall apart!

How can someone stand so close But feel a million miles apart?!

(Oh-oh-oh) I'm tired of trying

(Oh-oh-oh) I'm tired of crying

I just wanted you to care

But you were never really there!

Maybe someday you'll remember

All the times I tried to stay

All the times I kept on reaching

While you kept pulling away

And maybe I will never know

Why you couldn't care for me

But I'm starting to remember That your silence doesn't define me I

don't have to change my laughter I don't have to hide my

heart I don't have to make you love me Just

to know I'm worth a part I

was never invisible! You just weren't looking at me!

I'm not invisible! I'm finally starting to see!

I don't need your attention To know there's something good in me!

I'm done standing in the rain!

Waiting for you to care!

I can love you from a distance Without pretending you were there!

(Oh-oh-oh) I'm done with hiding (Oh-oh-oh) I'm done with crying

I just wanted you to care

But I'm still worth loving even if you don't!

Maybe you'll never notice Maybe you'll never see

But I don't have to disappear

Just because you don't see me