

(hummmmm) Three boys sharing the same
backyard dirt
Swore we'd never let each other get hurt
But some houses hide a dark,
heavy storm
Where the bottles break and the walls get warm
The first couldn't run from the ghost in his head
From the words and the shadows his family bred
Now he sleeps behind glass where the doctors can watch
Trying to heal from the pain they forgot
And the second of us sits and stares at his hands
Locked in a world he don't understand
While the last of us hides in a brand new room
Under another cold, abusive moon
(ohhh, ohhh)
Yeah, the autism keeps him from speaking his mind
He can't process the brother we left behind
And I'm trapped in this house with these strangers again
With the same old cruel words,
but no way to win
I just want to hide beneath the floorboards and pray
But I cannot speak,
got nothing to say
So I'm holding my breath till I turn eighteen
Counting down days to a life unseen
Eighteen... Just waiting on eighteen... (mhmmm)