

(hmmm) (ahhhh) They say blowing up
is not a good look
I try to hold it back,
keep closed like a book
I don't want to hurt Leah
or anyone around
But the pressure
is rising,
dragging me down
Because I am in so much pain
Walking through this heavy freezing rain
My bio mom is making it so hard to breathe
I hate the storm that's swirling underneath
Madie, please, I need your hand tonight
Help me stay calm,
help me not to fight
Leah and Kelly,
stand by my side
Help me keep my cool when the waters rise
Erica, please,
won't you help me too?
All of this heavy weight on my chest
I just want to find a moment of rest (please)
Help me keep my cool
Don't let me blow up (mmmmm)