Shadowlit Venom

Yeah…

I keep saying I’m fine… but I’m not…

I post happy pics,

yeah I fake that life

Act like I’m good,

like everything’s right But deep in my chest,

there’s a war I fight F*cked up thoughts every single night They

ask “you okay?” I just say “yeah” But nobody sees all the

weight I bear I’m losing myself and it’s not even fair Screaming

for help but there’s nobody there I say I’m fine,

but I’m f*cked inside Fake little smile,

got sh*t I can’t hide Laugh with my friends,

then I cry at night Nobody knows what I feel inside

Late night scrolling, stuck in my head

Overthinking sh*t that I never said

Everyone shining, I feel behind Trying to heal but I’m losing my

mind I hate that I smile when I feel this low I

hate that nobody can ever know I built these walls,

now I’m stuck inside Trapped in my thoughts,

nowhere to hide I’m not okay… I just lie like I am…

I’m breaking slowly, don’t know who I am… If I disappear,

would they give a d*mn?

Or just move on like I was never there… I say I’m

fine, but I’m f*cked inside Fake little smile,

got sh*t I can’t hide Laugh with my friends,

then I cry at night Nobody knows what I feel inside

Yeah…

I’m not okay…

I just hide it well…