Black skys

Sitting alone in a room so cold

Wondering why I feel so

alone?

The sun is shining,

the wind is blowing

Yet I’m sitting here left unknowing

Why am I so alone?

Sitting alone in my room that feels like I’m locked in jail

My own prison cell

No time in the yard,

no trip down the boulevard Just me locked down in my personal

hell

My life was like heaven,

then I fell

Then I fell

Every word spoke was a lie

Every time you asked,

I put on the clown mask

So you wouldn’t see me cry

Behind those eyes were just lies

I said I was good,

I was okay

But it tore me up to watch you walk away

Why am I so alone?

Sitting alone in my room that feels like I’m locked in jail

My own prison cell

No time in the yard,

no trip down the boulevard Just me locked down in my personal

hell

My life was like heaven,

then I fell Then I fell

The voices in my head tell me I should be dead

I look for a beautiful Angel with black hair

To guide me to my bed

On long peaceful sleep,

knowing the tears that I keep

Take me home,

take me home

(why am I so alone?)