Heavy Heartbeat

(shhh) Yeah… I

can’t sleep…

My mind won’t stop…

Woke up with a weight on my chest,

Tryna breathe but I can’t get a rest,

Everybody asks me, “You alright?” (shhh) I say “yeah”…

but I lie.

Bills keep coming, dreams fade away,

Fighting my thoughts every night and day,

I got a thousand voices inside my head,

But your voice is the one

I hear instead.

When my heart starts racing— (ahhhh) And I can’t slow down… When

anxiety’s screaming—

You pull me back now…

BOOM! BOOM! — MY HEART KEEPS BEATING!

Even when the pain keeps repeating!

BOOM! BOOM! — I FEEL IT IN MY CHEST!

I’m so damn tired,

but I won’t give up yet!

Life gets hard, but I’m still breathing,

Lost in the dark,

but I’m still believing,

If the whole world falls—

I’ll reach for your love…

AND YOU’LL PULL ME BACK!

Some nights I cry when nobody knows,

Put on a smile,

then I close the door,

My head gets loud,

my hands start shaking,

Wondering how much more I can take.

Then you say, “Baby,

just breathe,”

Put your hand right next to me,

And for a moment the world gets quiet,

No more running…

No more hiding.

(I’m right here…) (Don’t let go…)

(Stay with me…)

Maybe we’re broken…

Maybe we’re bruised… Maybe we’ve got nothing left to lose…

But if I fall— you catch me.

If you break—

I’ll hold you. If the night gets dark— I’ll find you.

I DON’T WANNA FIGHT ALONE!

I DON’T WANNA LOSE MY SOUL!

MY HEART KEEPS BEATING!

BOOM!

BOOM! Even when the pain keeps repeating!

I’M STILL BREATHING! BOOM!

BOOM! Even when my mind won’t stop screaming!

Life gets hard—

BUT I’M STILL HERE!

Love cuts through—

EVERY SINGLE FEAR!

BOOM! BOOM!

Feel it in the ground!

Turn that bass up loud!

Two tired hearts— But we’re still standing!

Two broken souls— Still understanding!

(shhh) Maybe tomorrow gets easier…

Maybe it doesn’t…

But tonight…

I’m not alone.

I’m still here…