

In 2015, I remember the guitars,
but not the road that carried me home.
I remember standing in the room,
inside the sound, inside the lights.
Eleven years later,
you came back to the same city,
on a different night.
Only tonight.
Not the past, not who I was.
I only wanted
that sound again.
Only tonight.
Somewhere in Beijing,
you were playing those songs.
Here, the room stayed quiet.
A light went out.
A car passed by.
And I knew
what I was missing.
Only tonight.
One old night,
one new night.
Close enough to almost meet.
Only tonight.
In 2015,
I was there. In 2026,
I was not.
Eleven years, one city,
two different nights almost becoming one.
Only
tonight.
I don't want
the past back. I
only wanted one more night
inside that sound.
Only tonight.
Somewhere, the last note faded.
Here,
I heard nothing.
And still,
I heard you.