Something in me thought this time
would be different For once I
wanted to let my guard down
And you asked me to come
see you But it was already
late that night
So I said maybe tomorrow instead
And you said okay We talked
again the next morning
And somehow
I started believing
I told myself maybe I'd regret
it if I didn't go So
I took a chance and went
to see you
I didn't know what would happen
next I just wanted to see
where this
could go
I was scared but I was
hopeful A little excited,
a little curious Part of me
thought you might be different
Part of me thought this could
be something real They all left
And somehow I'm not even angry
I think a part of me
has already accepted it No matter
how hard I try to keep
things going I keep trying to
make it work
They will still leave
They all left
The next morning
I waited for your message But
you didn't even say good morning
So I reached out and you
left me on read for hours
If it was in the past
I would've been angry I would've
been frustrated Wondering what went wrong
But I wasn't even angry or
upset Maybe I just stopped expecting
too much I blocked you
But a part of me still
hoped you'd reach out I even
wondered if you'd be angry with
me
Maybe you'd find another way to
contact me
They all left
And somehow I'm not even angry
I think a part of me
has already accepted it No matter
how hard I try to keep
things going I keep trying to
make it work
They will still leave
They all left
And the saddest part is I
still care about them After everything
they put me through I don't
even hate them Maybe that's just
life giving me lessons I didn't
ask for But how many more
do I have to learn before
someone finally stays?
Maybe I've been looking for answers
in all the people who left
Maybe I just need to accept
myself And stop wondering what's wrong
with me
I don't know when someone will
stay
But I still want to believe
they will
Maybe one day I'll find someone
who doesn't leave
Maybe someone will stay
Maybe someone will stay