Calendar

(hmmm,

mmm)

new years pass by

new resolutions made

this time it will be different

i’ll become a new

brand

something that sparkles

something thats cool

i’ll be someone to look up to

someone that’s like you

Events filled on a calendar

people pleasing at its finest

cleared the back of my throat

i want everyone to know

events filled on my calendar

convincing myself to let go

so i can be like her

the one you always want

So i’ll be at the party

i’ll smile at you

down one two many drinks

so i’ll walk over to you

Yeah ill be at that party

the one you’ll show up to try to not mess up my

words

so i can be enough for you

hello can you see me i’m standing right here

cheeks going pink

god how did i get here i look to my right

course shes right there

your hungry eyes don’t hide

so ill throw away my calendar

So i won’t be at the party

i wont smile at you

i wont be drinking

not for you i’ll mess up my words

laugh till i snort

now i’m certain

i’ll never write in my

calendar

(haha,

i'm certain)