

(mmm-mmm) (yeah) Got the keys to a house I barely live in
Sending wire transfers just to keep the peace
Every call starts with how much I'm giving
Like my own heavy breathing has to cease
They don't see the long nights in the dark
They just count the numbers on the page (They just count it)
It's the survivor's tax I have to pay
For making it
out of the cold
Carrying everyone along the way
While my own shoulders start
to fold
(Ooh, this weight is heavy)
Another text asking for a favor
Can't say no or I'm the one who changed
No room for my own heart to waver
Everything I built is getting rearranged
Who do I call when I am breaking?
Who pays the cost of what I bear?
Every single piece of me they're taking
Is there anyone actually there?
Just a survivor's tax... (mmm)
They don't see the price... (yeah)