i was born with a heavy heart

Before I ever saw the sun

Before my little life begun The

peaceful heart was placed in me

Something very rare to see They

said I glowed inside the womb

A tiny angel in the room

My mother sighed,

her smile bright I was born

and had a couple fragile bones

No nursery rhyme,

no peaceful start Just all a

loin and a blazing heart

I was with the need to

help others That is not my

fault, see When I panic,

the people stare When I cry,

most don't care I was born

with worry,

with care And troubled thoughts that

knocked the cradle down If you

think your childhood was hard Try

not bothering half the town

By age two,

curiosity came through

Then the need to learn came

next The fights did too They

gave me blocks,

I gave them tears One happy

laugh, one person mad My first

word might have been "I'm sorry"

My second word was "friend" My

third one was "I want to

help" Which became my childhood name

They taught me manners,

taught me grace But never how

to handle the humane race I

was born with a peacefull heart inside A very social kind of

curse First I get a bad feeling inside Then under my breath

i curse i was born with needs myself a mind thats never

Silent if i talk while others speak

pray its only calm and not anger

They learned from School,

home for years I set aside my fears They they learned how

live a proper life

I learned to tell wrong from right

The other kids would run and hide Whenever anger sparked inside i

tried to fit in i trie to change

Then said i want to save and help today

Do not ask if I can be quite or stay still i

can, it makes mesomwhat not okay Do not ask if i get

mad Yes, and now we both feel sad Do not ask about

ones i care for The pain and love have always been there

and if i have cuts or scars

That was mostly me while i sleep

Now I walk with bravery and pride my words are power i

will not hide my words creat smiles and safety but i get

paid in mental pain I am no beast,

no royal pet No hero someone needs to celebrate I am a

storm in mortal skin And yes,

the kindess comes from within

So stand aside and my freinds I feel a i feel that

bad feeling of someone being hurt again

I may of been born with autism and i may be a

bit odd

if u see me alone and quite it just means i myself

am sad now thankfully i have freinds and help

but some people want me to die I do not mean to

couse drama or sadness But when i do i feel bad and

hope to fix What i have done

Still when a fight starts to break When fear runs cold and

heroes shake They stop fearing the words and fights And cheer the

person they use to mock Because the person they used to avoid

The one that had not mutch too say The heart and mind

that hurts me

Can make a whole damn person shake

I was born with heros courage and i finaly know its name

Not a curse, not just a problem But a heart that has

earned its place

I was born to help others with

Wings that carried me this far So if i couse a accident

Just call it who I truly am

And if i am neding help myself Put it too the side

my freind for aslong as you are happy i am happy too